||| "GASPS, STEADFAST...." ||| |

bY < vOyA >



HUMAN WAS THE MUSIC,
NATURAL WAS THE STATIC...."
- JoHN UPDiKE


I'm scared to say these words....
so I'll whisper....

SoftLy softLy....

I have very bad dreams of
fucKing him and liking it....
theN killing him....
relishing the blood....
all that damn warm blood....
and then we would be waLking,
and he wouLd disappear....
and maybe then, I'd forget all about him,
wanderiNg alone at last
as though he never even existed....
the greatest of worLds just everywhere....
Patti's,
equatoriaL bliss....

"GASPS....
STEADFAST...."

Above and beyond....
every thought
unwindiNg....

( siLence )

MMM....
Sweetheart....
Please kiss me....

And stay awhiLe.
That damn full mooN
has me toNight....

As do you.

> > >

ps > HuNTER, you are missed.